Voyager, the Universe and Everything

So I've spent the last couple of days happily lost in Voyager fan fic and the Star Trek universe. Sometimes I forget how much I love this fandom. I haven't been as completely lost in it as I would like though. The last half year of the MTeach begins tomorrow and I keep thinking about what I'm going to do after this, in June, when my course finishes for real and I have to move onto the next phase of my life. I keep thinking about what it would be like to apply for one of the overseas jobs and just leave and start a whole new life somewhere else, and sometimes it's too scary a prospect to think of doing for real. And then I think about not leaving and what it would be like if I just continued on here like I have been doing, with no end in sight, and wonder what I'm waiting for. Sometimes it seems unbearable.

I think too much. *sigh*

*goes back to fan fic*

Btw, the icon summarises this entry so perfectly. -.-