A hundred little hopes
May. 22nd, 2011 02:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
How do you let go of a dream? Grain by grain, drip by drip, morning after morning, until the day comes when you write her name on the foggy glass from habit rather than from that original, impulsive need. It is still a comfort.
I'm not the type to let go easily. The truth is that if I've ever loved you once, there will always be a part of me that loves you still. But if the old songs still haunt me, at least I know not to listen to them too much.
I've been happier lately. Somewhere along the way, I started looking again and I found a hundred little hopes. Some of them might even survive for longer than a day.
P.S. It's 2:08 am and the rapture hasn't happened. I guess Jesus must have skipped Australia.
P.P.S. Speaking of hopes, here's one that just got dashed: Gro will not be competing in the Handball World Championships this year. She's taking another break from the National Team. :( OH UNIVERSE, YOU ARE SO CRUEL TO ME.
I'm not the type to let go easily. The truth is that if I've ever loved you once, there will always be a part of me that loves you still. But if the old songs still haunt me, at least I know not to listen to them too much.
I've been happier lately. Somewhere along the way, I started looking again and I found a hundred little hopes. Some of them might even survive for longer than a day.
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P.S. It's 2:08 am and the rapture hasn't happened. I guess Jesus must have skipped Australia.
P.P.S. Speaking of hopes, here's one that just got dashed: Gro will not be competing in the Handball World Championships this year. She's taking another break from the National Team. :( OH UNIVERSE, YOU ARE SO CRUEL TO ME.