lishesquex | Ten Things meme stolen from asynca

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People Right Now:

1) You left me with a whole bunch of scars and memories that I no longer trust. Why won't you talk to me anymore?
2) I hate your boyfriend and I wish you would dump him.
3) By the way, I'm gay and I have a crush on you.
4) I'm sorry for being such a coward.
5) You make me feel insecure, because you're so damn funny and popular and charming.
6) Your presence on my LJ is unwanted.
7) I wish you wouldn't disappear like you do.
8) I haven't quite forgiven you for your carelessness.
9) The more you care, the less I do.
10) I was shaking with the effort to hold myself together the last time we talked. I miss you.

Nine Things about Myself:

1) I hate wearing bras.
2) I chew my hair when I'm bored, stressed or procrastinating.
3) I am mildly athazagoraphobic.
4) I could never date a smoker.
5) If I could fluently speak any 5 languages (other than English), they would be: Chinese, Spanish, Russian, French and Norwegian.
6) I find clothes sexier than nakedness.
7) I have four new scars.
8) More than anything, I hate feeling empty.
9) People who are closed-minded about food annoy me.

Eight Ways to Win My Heart:

1) Make me laugh.
2) Be there when I need you.
3) Be stronger, or more confident, or more together than me, so that I have someone to hold onto when I fall apart.
4) Teach me; help me grow; show me the world through your eyes.
5) Hold strong beliefs, but also be open-minded.
6) Have an unhealthy obsession with Xena, or one of my other fandom obsessions.
7) Play WoW with me.
8) Be utterly unattainable.

Seven Things That Cross My Mind a Lot:

1) I wonder what [current obsession] is doing.
2) I really should start doing something productive.
3) Damnit, I should be job searching.
4) Oh shit, I really need to start my [corrections/assignments/lesson planning]!
5) Hmm, I wonder if my Flist has any new updates...
6) Fuck, I need to find a job.
7) Ooo, shiney...

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:

1) Brush my teeth.
2) Check LJ one last time.
3) Write in my paper journal.
4) Switch off the light.
5) Snuggle with my pillow.
6) Pretend I'm in a different world.

Five People Who Mean a Lot:

Pass.

Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now:

1) My red "Mormon Slut" t-shirt.
2) Baggy black punk pants.
3) Underwear.
4) Glasses.

Three Songs I Listen to a Lot:

1) Jewel - Foolish Games
2) Missy Higgins - The Sound of White
3) Natalie Merchant - My Skin

Two Things I Want to Do Before I Die:

1) Eat cloudberries on waffles during a picnic whilst watching the Aurora Borealis beside a Norwegian fjord.
2) Watch fireworks in Reykjavik on New Year's Eve in the arms of my girlfriend.

One Confession:

1) Confession is an unwanted creature.
At best, superfluous, and at worst,
The cruellest of venoms.