lishesquex | PMSy I-hate-the-world post

I'm feeling really miserable today. A frustrating Friday blurred into an eventless Saturday morning with disgustingly good weather. My whole morning was spent running errands for mum. I was dragged out of bed to drive my sister to a friend's place, where she was meeting with others to go to Stakes Day, all dolled up with a stupid flower in her hair. And then I got yelled at whilst helping my stressed-out mother with catering stuff. It's always been like this. My sister doesn't do a damn thing to help, and I have to drive her to her parties, then come home and be the responsible elder sibling/filial daughter.

Also, I have cramps, my back hurts, I'm reading a really depressing book, and people aren't there when I need them. I'm oscillating between wanting to punch something and wanting to cry.

I HATE EVERYTHING RAWR